I haven’t written in weeks, I realize. I haven’t felt much like it. That hasn’t happened since, well, ever.
I’m not sure why it is but I don’t feel like it matters. The good thing is that I feel like it now.
We’re leaving for a week in Hawaii on Friday. I’m at the Cancer Center now, announcing to all who will listen, that I don’t want to know what my CA-125 is. I’ll deal with that when we’re back, when I have eight days of aloha to buoy me up for any kind of news.
For now, there is shopping for a swimsuit, packing my carry-on with in-flight surprises for Little J, and crossing our fingers for good weather.